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No words can describe the amount of pain that I have to go through ever since I've lost you. Everyone keeps saying that the life goes on, but mine has just paused... as if I am waiting for you to come back to me. I know it's impossible, but don't blame me for it. Waiting is all I have left.


This November was the worst month of my life, in the worst year of my life. I kept hoping you'd somehow survive this pandemic, but your time came, and I have to learn how to live with this terrible, horrible gap that broke my heart - and I am incapable of mending it ever again.


I wish I could have at least hugged you one last time, that I could have kissed you, held you for a while and told you just how much you mean to me. How much I love you. You meant, and still mean the whole world to me, regardless of our differences.


I am sure the angels are holding you in their embrace now, and that you are in place where there's no grief, pain and suffering.


I will love you as long as I live, love you until my own time comes... and we somehow meet again. Until then... rest in peace, dad.


Yours forever broken daughter.

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'Eclipse' rant

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DA's forcing Eclipse on me (and us all, I guess) and it's really making me pissed off. I have tried using it, adapting to it, but it just doesn't work for me. I dislike the design, the navigation, in fact... I dislike it all. Call me sentimental, but I like the old DA better. I've been here for about six years, and it was precisely because of DA's initial interface. 

I've been close to deactivating this account before, but now, I feel even more pushed towards it. I am considering migrating to AO3 permanently, despite having so many wonderful people here.

I will announce the shutting down of this account when the time comes so you can know beforehand. 

Love you all, 
Galatea
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YuGiOh! ffc / chaprer index: 

Part 01: 
YU-GI-OH! - LOVE LONG FORGOTTEN - Beginning of the End
Part 02: YU-GI-OH! - LOVE LONG FORGOTTEN - Perfectly Clear
Part 03: YU-GI-OH! - LOVE LONG FORGOTTEN - Strong Sensations
Part 04: YU-GI-OH! - LOVE LONG FORGOTTEN - Ancient Visions
Part 05: YU-GI-OH! - LOVE LONG FORGOTTEN - Shameless Taunts
Part 06: YU-GI-OH! - LOVE LONG FORGOTTEN - The Hardest Thing
Part 07: YU-GI-OH! - LOVE LONG FORGOTTEN - Asking The Impossible
Part 08: YU-GI-OH! - LOVE LONG FORGOTTEN - On The Black Sand Dunes
Part 09: YU-GI-OH! - LOVE LONG FORGOTTEN - Stars Of Orion
Part 10: YU-GI-OH! - LOVE LONG FORGOTTEN - Traces of Ka
Part 11: YU-GI-OH! - LOVE LONG FORGOTTEN - Prized Possession (lemon)
Part 12: YU-GI-OH! - LOVE LONG FORGOTTEN - Under Pressure

Psycho-Pass ffc / chapter index:

Part 01: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Act Of Desperation 
Part 02: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Diverse Viewpoints
Part 03: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Ripple Effect
Part 04: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Fool's Paradise 
Part 05: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Common Ground 
Part 06: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Stress Management
Part 07: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Memory Control
Part 08: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Delete Log
Part 09: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Compartmentalize
Part 10: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - System Restore
Part 11: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - The Best Reliever
Part 12: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Reflective Response
Part 13: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Pain Perception 
Part 14: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Better Friend
Part 15: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Stigma (lemon) 
Part 16: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Deviant Tendencies
Part 17: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Subconscious Drive
Part 18: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Something Comforting
Part 19: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Sense And Sensibility
Part 20: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Empathy's Paradox
Part 21PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Resisting
Part 22: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Unleashed 
Part 23: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Pavlov's Dog (smut)
Part 24: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - The Oracle's Verdict
Part 25: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Mens Rea
Part 26: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Grave Alteration
Part 27: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Turning Point
Part 28: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Root Problem
Part 29: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Bona Fide Warning
Part 30: PSYCHO-PASS : COPING MECHANISMS - Persona Non Grata
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It took 6 years on DA to make this decision. I am a late bloomer :) Due to various reasons, I avoided posting my stories on other fanfiction sites for a long time. But, let's see where this goes.

Other than my AO3 account, you may find me on Wattpad as of today: www.wattpad.com/user/galateabe… 

Those of you who might want to follow me, can find me there too. For now, I have posted just my "Lance Corporal" story.

Love and respect,
Galatea
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... hisashiburi! 

Well, it's been a while, but I'm still alive and kicking. Sort of. I was taking a break from my job so I had some spare time to write/update more and try to revive whatever's left of my profile here on DA :) Things, sadly, look grim since the profile seems pretty much dead as of now. Not that I'm complaining... I just notice that it has been much more "alive" in the past few years.. I am definitely doing something wrong... and it's probably my fandom choosing, or my OCs preference in so much reader-oriented audience. I do still love all the stories I've written, and that I am still writing, I'm just not sure there's a point to keeping this up, despite the best efforts I put. 

I was thinking about making a permanent withdrawal from DA, deactivating and all, and tbh, it's still an option. I do intend to try once more, and I plan to finish most of the ongoing stories. So, I will be around for a while longer :) I was thinking about commencing a Gintama fanfiction, but I think it will just end up like most of the stories I've recently put. So, I am not sure I should upload something no one would read anyway xD The same goes for my JoJo project. I feel there's just no interest anymore. 

I believe this is the beginning of the end of my path here... it's been years, and I had a lot of fun for the most time :)

Well, enough of that. I hope you are all having a good time and that inspiration never leaves you. I have seen some splendid writers and artists around and I am proud to call some of them my friends. They have evolved so much and I am glad I was able to witness it first handed :) And, I am glad to have them occasionally dropping here if only to say "hi" :) It's basically the only reason galatea's profile isn't deactivated just yet. 

Well... until some other time.
I hug you and love you all,
(gala)Tea
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